A New Beggining.

It's 12.28 on 15th September 2010. It's the 6th day of Raya.
It has also been ages since I've posted something here. I wanted to start writing (in this case typing) again ever since I finished my exams. but somehow I put it off, thinking I had too many things to do. I'm too busy. Doing what? I have no idea. I realised that time just passes by. And I have no record or what so ever of it.

Now I'm not a student anymore. I'm not a graduate yet. But I will be graduating in October.

Why did I choose to start writing again today. like right this moment? I absolutely have no idea. None. Maybe. But I hope I will continue posting things regularly. I think it keeps me sane. Even though I don't think anyone is deluded enough to read this. I still want to write.

But one thing I am sure of. One thing. :

I am hoping for a new beginning. A new start. I love my life right now. but maybe I just want something or a chance to do something new. Try to challenge myself into something that I have to be responsible about. I don't quite sure what it is.

I am hopping into (hopping??) a new phase of life right now. That's new right. But maybe I'm just ungrateful and want more? *If you feel dizzy..stop reading right now.haha*

Whatever. Owh yeah. another thing I'm sure of is. I feel more free. Some thing only me and Allah SWT knows. Ya Allah. terima kasih kerana sentiasa memberi kekuatan pada hambamu yang lemah ini.

Until next time.

- Ya Allah, andaikata dia bukan untukku dan bukan pasangan tulang rusukku, aku mohon padaMu ya Allah, hilangkanlah pesonanya di mataku. Amin.