the naked truth that shouldn't even be told in the first place.

I am the type of person that doesn't regret what she does most of the time..in fact..maybe almost at all times because i truly believe that everything happens for a reason despite it being good or bad (depending on how you look at it)..but..if something bad happens due to your own doing..belive that it happened for a reason..and to help overcome the feeling of regret (should it arise) is to remember why you did that something(that caused the bad thing to happen) in the first place. If it was out of the goodness of your heart or maybe it was th right thing to do..then don't regret it..because it's all the more reason to belive that 'things happen for a reason' and that there are plans by Him for everyone of us. So, for everystep of the way in your life, try to do what you think is right and is the best for everyone in the situation without the feeling of revenge or hatred or anyother wrong feeling that will effect your decision. And for that..whatever decision you make will be the one you won't regret should anything happen.

And for those reading this post..this wasn't what i wanted to write in the first place.
I actually wanted to write about a decision i made 4 years ago..that i regreted..that still leaves me wondering to this day if what i did was the right decision. the details..i won't go into..who? i won't say..but..the person believed in me, understands me, makes me happy, is the type that cherishes the little things in life and actually appreciated my existance..and i never even gave the person the chance to be somebody more to me..i was busy thinking about our differences that i was blind enough not to see what we already had.. There was more to what effected my decision..and for that..i regret for making that step i made. i think..so..now that it's cleared that i'm a very confusing person at times..i shall end my post..

ciao~